Yes, People with Aspergers can love.

Where do I even begin on this topic?
We have all been told that people with Aspergers don’t have empathy (not true). We’ve been told people with Aspergers can’t really understand love. (not true). And yet I am writing this as I just returned from my honeymoon.

Let me start by dealing with the myths; yes, we Aspies DO feel emotion. Yes we DO have empathy. Yes we DO love.
We tend to have very strong emotions, and while we are guarded about how we put our hearts on the line, we go ‘all in’ once we do.
The issue isn’t that we are not emphatic, it is not that we don’t love. The issue is that we are very empathedic. It is that we love deeply. Overwhelmingly. And as those emotions rush around inside of us, it can be very difficult to articulate in a sentence or two how we feel. For you NT’s reading this; it is like trying to sum up the Bible in a single sentence.
We must come across as unloving because we don’t articulate those powerful emotions well. I admit, it takes a very special person to love an Aspie. It takes honesty. Lieing to an Aspie is devastating. We are very black and white. In my world love equals trust above all else.
It takes patience, we Aspies can be slow to articulate our feelings. Thus we don’t always make you feel loved with our words, but with our actions. It takes understanding and communication.
My wife is amazing. She has spent hours, days, even months trying to understand where I am coming from. And she has helped me to better understand how I need to communicate with her. After all, if I expect her to understand me, then it is reasonable that I should try to understand her. If I expect her to see the world as I do, then I should try to see the world through her eyes as well.

It took us years of building that open, honest relationship. It took me years to fully trust. It took us years to see from each others points of view. It wasn’t always easy, but nothing of value comes easy, does it? We still see things differently, see my post here about the wedding dress.

And now this amazing woman is my wife, my best friend, the person I trust without question.

Do people with Aspergers feel love? Yes, we feel a deep, loyal, consuming love. Are people with Aspergers able to show that love the way NT’s do? Maybe not. But it is not for a lack of trying.
Are there Aspies in the world who give up on love because it is difficult to share those feelings? Probably, but I hope not.

I don’t think the question is ‘do people with Aspergers feel love?’ Maybe the question should be ‘Can an NT and an Aspie make love work?’.
It isn’t easy, but it is amazing when you put forth the effort.
It took me many years to work toward this wedding day. In many ways I fought several emotional battles. But it was well worth every battle scar I earned along the way.

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29 comments on “Yes, People with Aspergers can love.

  1. CatAlyst says:

    Congratulations! I’ve been happily married to an NT for over sixteen years. He’s a very patient man. ;-)

  2. Fantastic post! :D My boyfriend and I are both aspie and have been together for about 4 years now, but certain people have always thought it’ll never last, we don’t REALLY love each other, etc, and it irritates me so much. Autism or no autism, most people would struggle to sum up love and/or their feelings for someone in a sentence or two; that shouldn’t be “proof” that we can’t love. Same applies to other emotions too; it usually takes a full-scale meltdown to make me cry, but that doesn’t mean I can’t feel sadness.

  3. aspiewriter says:

    Congratulations! Love is hard work, all the time! But, Aspie not only love, but as you said, love completely, totally and loyally. It is the all-consuming faithful kind of love that I find the NT world has trouble understanding. Me and my NT husband will be married 16 years this August, and God knows it has not always been easy! In fact, I think it rarely has been easy, but nothing worth having is ever easy. I wish you two the best of luck and all the happiness in the world!

  4. Thank you for this post. I have an Aspie son, and I worried about him finding love as an adult. Now I can stop worrying knowing that Aspie’s can find love. Thank you!

  5. Congratulations on your wedding!

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  7. Carol says:

    And it’s just as devasting when Aspies lie to us NT’s also!!!

  8. WonderChick says:

    As an Aspie male how did you show your wife you liked her before you started dating? I am an NT girl and hang out with an Aspie guy a lot. I like him but I am unsure of how to know if he likes me or not. I know the easiest way is to just come right out and ask but I do not wish to put that kind of stress on either of us.

    • aspiewarrior says:

      She became my obsession. Not in a creepy stalker way…
      I wanted to spend all my time with her. We talked all the time. I was always willing to help her, or just hang out.
      Above all I respected her. I put her friendship and her happiness first. I did little things to show her I cared.
      We would spend hours every night just talking. Then one day I told her that I was terrified of losing her as my best friend, because I had deeper feelings.
      She is still my best friend. We don’t have long talks every night, but we still talk a lot. Even after all this time.

      • linda says:

        love your story and congratulations on the wedding and your marriage! Id like to share my experience with you on dating an aspie man, id like to share my story and get your input please, can i personally email you ? i am in desperate need of getting any answers i can being that i am still very deeply in love with this man and still am in his life but not the way i wish to be. thanks linda

      • aspiewarrior says:

        Feel free to send me your story :-)

    • Bean says:

      Hi I was just reading this post and thought I could help with this question I have been in a relationship with and aspie male and I found the same thing I didn’t not know if he liked me or not but I know now , he would show it in actions such as came over and mowed the lawn,for me he would ring and ask if I would go fishing with him, if he wants to spend time with you he is already letting you know he likes you hope this helps.

  9. Princess Diana says:

    Aspies are like snowflakes – each a bit different from the other. I teach social skills classes and work with many Aspies. I have heard and feel that some do NOT have deep feelings like empathy or joy etc. They admit it and feel left out. So, NO, not all Aspies feel the same emotions. Some are blunted or just not there.

    • aspiewarrior says:

      I agree, we are all very different.

    • Hanna says:

      I think you’ll find PEOPLE are like snowflakes in that way, not just people with AS. And if they “admit” they don’t have those deep feelings, how do you know they’re not just CONVINCED of that? It shouldn’t be taken at such face value. After all, being told over and over again by ignorant health professionals with old-fashioned views on AS that they “don’t understand feelings” and being spoken down to about how much of a “problem” they have would have a considerable part to play in it. Them saying such a thing about themselves doesn’t necessarily make it true; it shouldn’t be used to prove a point about them that isn’t there.

    • Kim says:

      May that be for a reason? Maybe living in a world that does not understand you for what you are shut you down?

  10. Sally says:

    I have read lots and lots about Asperger Syndrome and nothing explains it as perfectly as does your blog and others written by other Aspies. I commented on another post the other day. Thanks for your reply. I had a relationship with an Aspie once, but he felt he didn’t have the right kind of feelings for me and so it ended. I was broken-hearted. He said he’s not good at relationships. I would give almost anything to have him in my life again, but I have to content myself with his dismissive, inconsistent contact. He conveys nothing, reveals nothing, says nothing. I don’t believe he ever felt love for me: I suppose he’d have told me if he did. Sometimes reading your blog makes me feel wistful. I’m pleased you’ve found love: a life without it is sad indeed.

    • Kim says:

      Be glad he did end it if he did not feel rigth. I lived with a man for 20 years that did not love me deep. I am an aspie and had really deep feelings for him. He kept me because I was easy and available.

    • Cherry Anne says:

      I have recently lost my best friend and lover for exactly this. He is slightly Aspie. Everything was smooth sailing, we are best mates, hanging out, enjoying each other and having loads of fun I told him how amazing he is and I was very much in love with him he is 17 years older than me. He had told me he had difficulty expressing love but he was super affectionate in front of people with me, we always had such a great time. He told me a couple if times he was in love with me, that I make him feel relaxed that he can just be himself with me, then one night he came to me and said he could never l love me the way I wanted to be loved but then he was doing just that, I was asking for nothing nothing more than what we had and to let it just grow. We have been best mates for a couple of years.
      He said coldly to me that he used me for sex and nothing more but I know that he didn’t mean that as that us not something a man like him would say.
      I have made the mistake of trying to convince him I love and adore him and have come across maybe needy but I am not I’m confident and outgoing and don’t NEED a man I just want my mate back. He won’t answer any of my msgs. I am very very sad for the loss of a great friendship. I have cut all contact now and am hoping he will change his mind about our relationship sometime soon. He is amazing and a beautiful man.
      It’s all very sad :(
      Annon

  11. The question is not will I love, it will he love me back. I just don’t think I will ever be attractive to any guy I find attractive. I very strongly disagree with the tone of this blog. As far as I’m concerned, we(autistic people) are not worth the air we breath.

  12. The question is not will I love, it will he love me back. I just don’t think I will ever be attractive to any guy I find attractive. Please don’t ban me like wrong planet did. I’m so lonely.

  13. Andrea says:

    I’m a young aspie woman in college and this gives me so much hope :) I haven’t been in a relationship but I’m very soon going to tell the guy I’ve liked for the past two years how I feel about him. I’d go to the ends of the earth for someone whether they’re NT or Aspie!

  14. Curtis says:

    Going on the hunt for my prey, spreading my tail-feathers like a peacock on display. I was always uncomfortable with that, those rituals of courtship, those “social” norms that seemed so abnormal and meaningless to me. Ignorance is bliss, or so they say. I spent my life pondering the “why” of everything I experienced; once those answers were found, whether through biological, evolutionary or genetic thought, I found myself locked out, forever to be just an observer of their blissful ignorance within. I have no regrets.

    Love is observing the actions of another, their benevolence and persona to the world as it relates to you. Do they value “you”?

    Love takes time-only lust is instantaneous.

  15. mb says:

    wonderfull article–thank you

  16. WarriorRegil says:

    Hell yeah you go tiger! I like this highly intelligent kid at my school, with a vast knowledge of science, but he obviously has a preconceived notion that I am a moron. (Sigh) Middle school life is not easy for an aspie!

  17. Akira says:

    I’ve fallen in love with a male aspie I’ve known him for over a year now and I’ve gotten to be good friends with him, however I recently found out he has a girlfriend but he says she’s not apart of his life.
    I told him I love him and he was understanding, thanked me for my honesty and has become more affectionate since then.
    I would enjoy a relationship with him I’ve been told he has a flirty personality not out of malice but I can’t help but notice he likes me, and now I don’t know what to do.
    I’m possibly an aspie myself so I understand him better and know more about him than all of his friends he tells me.
    We went out on one date and he gives me hints that he wants to become more than friends sometimes, but other times he seems afraid to tell me how he really feels.
    He’s been rejected in the past before so I don’t know if that is the cause of it or what, plus he was divorced recently.
    He says he wants to get to know me and relax around him and will sometimes have outbursts showing he really cares about me, plus he wants to spend time with me but lacks the funds and other things he wants to do and never calls.
    I’ve chased him which was the wrong thing to do and instead I’m going to be his friend from now maybe one of these days he will come to me.

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